Phase 2: Post Eclipse

Having thought about this for a while I became inspired with an understanding of what’s happening on a global level in the human consciousness. What does this Eclipse truly bring us?

The evolution of the human consciousness has been skyrocketing for quite some time now. In the last 30 years it has come leaps and bounds, really reaching it’s peak thus far as of the last 7 years.

So I find this fascinating, not to get too “Mayan prophecy” on you, but to correlate the facts of the shift we are experiencing. We know we are in the transition period of the galactic alignment, we move constellations so many thousands of years, we experience a life and death of the human evolution of consciousness. From the legends of a civilization so advanced ( aka consciousness evolved) to clear and pure evidence of the Stone Age when the humans were just learning how to make and use tools- there have been many times that humans have experienced evolution and have lost access to consciousness and then regain it as times goes on.

We are arriving at the peak of our evolution where the consciousness is about to evolve and we have a way of influencing the direction of its evolution. When I say “we” I say people who are “awake, conscious, intuitives, psychics, shadow workers, light workers” – the word doesn’t matter. The concept is what rings true- a person who is aware that she/he can improve himself, help others just by evolving his mind with some “out of the ordinary” things, working the other side of a brain. Side note: has anyone put a psychic through a CAT Scan or had monitors to check for brain activity in different regions of the brain and have them do a reading while their brain is being looked at? What part of the brain do you think would “light up”? I bet it would be the pineal gland, the 3rd eye, along with whatever area of the brain is their channel- one of the clairs. Anyway.

We had a “blip” of time to actively start waking ourselves up- doing our own shadow work, becoming aware of how we started affecting Mother Earth with our machines and technology, how we are on a global level having an impact on our environment. Then scaled down to individual person’s accountability for his/her actions- how ONE person can make a difference. Well, from there enough people got passionate about this and spread the message of “recycle, renewable energy”- that’s why these words now exist in our vocablary, because someone at some point in time got together with like minded people and made it their business to make humanity’s relationship with Mother Earth a better one, a healthier one. Few started it, but it woudln’t have worked if others didn’t become inspired by it and actually follow through. I am talking – garbage companies changing their equipment, their services to include recycling of paper, glass – that took organization and will to change! That took money, it took restructure but it was done and now look at that, your recylcing gets picked up at your house every other week! CHANGE IS POSSIBLE.

It starts with inspiration. It is OUR turn to inspire! It is OUR turn to work together, exploring each other’s insights and gifts and talents, become “buzzing” with energy so we can spark one off another and “light” more people with this infectious inspiration. What do we need to inspire each with? LIFE. The beauty of life. Our time on this planet is truly amazing. The creation of this world is undeniably breathtaking! This childlike wonder needs to find its place back into our hearts and take residence there if humanity has any hope of turning things around.

People who are “awake” have access to a gift of perspective- seeing how you can make an impact in a positive direction. From super cool “spiritual” gifts where people with tremendous potential are quietly lurking because they are too shy and quiet to speak up- that takes time, to find enough courage to participate in a discussion or ask a question sometimes. But if people are prompted with activities, questions, conversations, non-hostile environment, and welcoming, inspiring, and interesting members that growth happens a lot sooner. May be one person finds another person and a beautiful friendship forms of a student and a teacher- in a non-hierarchical type of way- but in a “global vision of inspiring the planet” type of a way. Encouraging people in their gifts, sincerely sharing their joy and wonder in life for the discoveries that they are making on their journey.

Think of it like- you have scaled by yourself to the top of the mountain- maybe with one or two inspirational books or if you are lucky, people close to you. Now it is your turn to turn around and give a hand to the person behind them, so that we can get over this mountain faster and get to the next chapter in our book of humanity.

Start conversations, ask questions- find people who you click with- get together with them for a skype session- not for money, but because you clicked! Feed off each other’s energy, connect and possibly make some discoveries together or create something beautiful like a new business to assist those who are still on their quest. Phase 2, post- eclipse- is the phase where we get together and SPARK, baby. We have got to fire up the global network of consciousness- and to get it online we have to work together.

I have been inspired with this vision after seeing a person whom I met for a reading just LIGHT UP with vision, fire and inspiration. I inspired her, she in turn inspired me, and here we are. This was a beautiful exchange of energy- and see the beautiful part here is that this relationship doesn’t need to have any labels put on it- it’s doing a service to the human kind when you are in the position to gift someone inspiration. So, don’t doubt yourself and just excatly how wonderful you are- GO INSPIRE SOMEONE.

 

Do readings for each other

Gift a bit of your gift to another person

Engage in conversation about something metaphysical- we have got to make it an okay subject to be talked about! We have come a long ways, but it needs to be normalized even further. There is plenty of work to be done here!

Attend “Go Live” sessions of people who ARE in the front lines of the inspiration – my shout out to Benebell Wen, Ethony Dawn, NWTS, Oracle Soup, Hermit’s Lamp, Jessi Huntingberg, Brigit from Biddy Tarot, Peggy Walman, Paris Debono, JP Sears, Teal Swan, Jay Shetty — I am SO leaving out a BUNCH of people- but these people are the next generation of inspriaton who’s lead we have got to follow up. I don’t know how many of them realize just what kind of an inspiration they really are for someone on “the path”- some aren’t very spiritual at all, some are #SpiritualAF – each is leaving their own uniquie footprint in this groundwork. They are attracting the RIGHT people to themselves! For example someone doesn’t resonate with Benebell and may not be interested in Tarot- could be inspired by JP- PERFECT. That is all that is necessary- YOUR INDIVIDUALITY!

I’m so thrilled to be on this journey along side with everyone- its going to be a great ride if we can reach out to those who have inspired us, or you feel “pulled to”-and start making magic happen, because from there on- it’s going to blaze with the speed of light!

Lets get this party started with some connections, skype chats, readings! Even 30 minutes of your time once.

Contribute to the Great Shift.

Love and light

 

Yulia

 

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Jumping in

I didn’t set an intention, I didn’t plan this out, I don’t have a vision for what this looks like .. but I’m totally jumping in head first!

I’ve joined the instagram world, I’ve figured out how to create tarot spreads with the help of a computer app- and I’m just going to go ahead and share what I’ve got. There is no use keeping it all inside and in my head lol noone benefits from that.

So on Instagram come find me at:  yuliap719

 

Here are the two spreads I’ve gotten up so far, more to come

#totaleclipse #tarotspread #taroteclipse #monthahead #tarotreadings

 

Much love to you!

Eclipse 2Month ahead

Tarot: Surprise afternoon with the High Priestess.

I’m not even sure if the word “surprise” describes this correctly. Technically, if the cards tell me some things about my day before my day even begins, what happens shouldn’t be a surprise, right?

I do daily draws- instead of just one card that can be so many things: advice, warning, what’s around me today, what to watch out for, what to contemplate on etc. I choose to do 3 cards for the day: what’s happening around me in the morning, mid-day, and evening. Then I get 1 advice card for the whole day. This gives me the best preview of what my wake up- to noon time will be about, what my noon to 5 will be like, and 5pm to bed time. The advice cards covers the whole day and is applicable to any and all of it.. I feel like if I get an advice card for each part of the day, that’s almost like cheating. C’mon, figure it out yourself, make an effort at least!

So today’s cards were Tower Reversed, High Priestess and Star. Daily advice was 7 of pentacles. I have a special relationship with that card. It’s my “you are a procrastinator” card.. so when it showed up for today’s advice, it puzzled me. You want me to procrastinate to day?? That doesn’t seem right with these 3 important major arcanas sitting right above you… 7 of pentacles, you be crazy. But this card had a different feel to it today energetically. By habit I jumped to “procrastinate” definition, because for me, in any of my readings for myself or others this card hasn’t meant anything else. Today, I felt the card was advising me to take the day slow and steady, and all would make sense. This felt like a much more appropriate interpretation, and it seemed to fit.

Tower Reversed:

This card is suppose to cover “wake up until noon” time frame, but in my experience, the card can represent one particular and important moment in that time frame, rather than the overall feel of that time.  The Tower Rx was definitely about one particular moment. My dear sweet husband, had worked all day Sunday (6am starting), came home for dinner, took an hour break, and went back to work. He came home and crashed into the bed at 4am. (Life of a business owner- we own an asphalt maintenance company). His plan was to get 4-5 hrs of sleep and get back to the new day. However, at 7am I find him getting into the shower: an employee didn’t show up for work, so now he has to go super early. The look on his face of sadness, disappointment, exhaustion, anger- this was my Tower moment. However, once he got in the shower, his phone beeped- that was the employee saying he is on his way and stopped at the store to get supplies we needed for the day. This was the Tower Reversed moment- disaster avoided. My husband, now showered, can go back to bed and sleep some more, which he promptly did. So this was a span of maybe 20 minutes where the Tower loomed up ahead..and then reversed, giving us a much needed break in the day. The rest of my morning was smooth and painless.

High Priestess:

This was the coolest experience! I’ve had moments where the cards of the day were extremely literal and it was a very personal and intimate moment of understanding a card and its message. I’ve never had the High Priestess Experience. Until today.

When I drew the card in the morning, I thought to myself: okay, secret keeper, what do you have in store for me? I thought on all of her messages: hidden agendas, reflecting back to your inner guidance, “you already know”, what’s behind the veil, duality, listening to gut instinct and so on. I decided that she was telling me to spend some time reflecting on myself. My plan for the afternoon was to make a trip into town, about an 1.5hrs away, to get some supplies for the business and help my tired hubby out. I had ample time to think, be still in my mind, and just be present in the moment. To cut to the chase, I arrived to the first location: the man at the counter was all business, getting the order together, getting the paperwork, payment etc. Then something changed, and he started talking to me about his life, and how his journey took him to where he is now and where he hopes to go from here. He must be in his late 50’s, early 60’s, as he mentioned he was considering retiring soon. I listened intently, there was something special at having a complete stranger spill his life story to me. It wasn’t dramatic, he wasn’t looking for sympathy, or laughs, or a shoulder to cry on- his story was a happy one, he talked about joys in his life and how things have worked out for him, he talked about his aspirations and wants in life, he talked about his wife and her life (not nearly detailed as his). It felt like a genuine need to be heard, to be listened to, understood and for joy to be shared and for kind words to be said. This conversation, was mostly a monologue, really. I didn’t say much, except for an occasional “yes, aha”. I maintained eye contact, full of curiosity, compassion, understanding and mostly, a genuine interest in this human being in front of me. He talked for about 20 minutes. At the end, he was really surprised at himself for having shared so much, and he said that somehow he felt so much better and thanked me for talking to him. We ended the conversation by introducing ourselves and shaking hands. (S)

On my way to the next stop I kept thinking at what transpired. All of a sudden, I had a realization “this was the High Priestess moment”. I listened intently, like she does. I didn’t judge or provide commentary. I allowed the person the room and the space to reflect on to their own life. That literally blew my mind.

I arrived at my next location: I decided to stop in at the jewelry store to get my wedding ring inspected and cleaned, as it was due. I always go to the same place where we bought it, and while the staff there changed, there is an older gentleman who has worked there for a long time. I have dealt with him at previous ring cleanings, and he was always polite, but distant, not too interested in engaging in any small talk or weather conversations. He greeted me as I walked in the door, I explained what I needed and he began to help me. He was quiet at first, and when we walked over to the cleaning station, he began talking. At this point, I realized I could have another experience of the High Priestess energy and decided to consciously ride this wave, knowing what I needed to facilitate to allow it to keep happening. He talked for over an hour. He told me about his wife, his dad, his career, his life choices, time in the war, concerns he is faced with at this time. We stood off to the side of the cleaning station, as other employees were walking by, customers coming into the door, but if felt like we didn’t exist, we weren’t there. No one noticed us, no one interrupted us. I allowed for the space for him to reflect on his life, and realize how full of joy it really was. There were a few times he got teary eyed looking back on some memories. It was a beautiful experience. I felt like I was there to facilitate it, as those people needed to reflect on their lives, listen to their inner voices, but my role was very minimal. I barely said a few words during that hour. He wasn’t overbearing, looking to cry, complain or anything of the things you would think of when the person won’t quit talking. This had an entirely different feel. As the hour came to an end, he realized how long he was talking and the conversation drew to a close. We ended our talk with introducing ourselves and shaking hands. (D)

I went on to get lunch at a near by grocery store and pick up a few things. I had to ask an employee where to find the organic bubble bath for kids, as I don’t shop there too often. I could tell the same thing started happening, but unfortunately, I was completely out of time, as I had to pick up my 3 year old from daycare, and still had 1.5 hrs to drive before I got there. I was saddened to have had to end that experience. (Sorry H!)

However, my drive home was full of reflection on the High Priestess and her powers. She is silent, her words aren’t needed. Her attentive eye gaze, that sees the person’s soul, is what does the trick and allows the person to begin exploring what is really in his soul. She listens, she doesn’t judge, agree or disagree- that’s not her job. She creates presence for the person to reflect on themselves, check in with their inner compass, and take the time to examine their map of life.

This is was a deeply personal and intimate afternoon with the High Priestess.

My evening card? Well.. it’s the Star.

As I was walking into the office tonight, my sweet husband was snoring on the couch (as he rightfully should), I had just closed the bedroom door to my son’s room- he was off to dreamland after a busy evening of a bubble bath and lots of books. I shut down the Quickbooks, checked the email, made the list of to-do for tomorrow, and was about to shut off the computer…and then decided, stuff like this doesn’t happen often. I need to write about this…now, where is my blog?

The Star: the card of an artist and writer. She is the muse, the inspiration, the quiet creator of the inspirational fairy dust. Thank you for being my evening card and motivating me to write and share.

7 of pentacles was indeed the most appropriate card of advice for the day. Do things with dedication and purpose and the hard work will pay off. I allowed the time for the experience to take place instead of rushing off to the next thing. I procrastinated, indeed, but in the most rewarding way.

Love and light!

Yulia

Tarot: When you shift energies

 

My tarot cards have recently taken over a great chunk of my free time, and I’m loving every minute of it.

I got enough courage again to read for strangers, and it’s been truly rewarding. I’m finding myself as I help others find themselves. What can be more soul nourishing? That’s about it for me. To be the voice of kindness, to be voice of guidance, to be the voice of encouragement, to be the voice of caution, to be the voice of enthusiasm for someone. It’s a gift to be able to give from your heart and from your soul. A message that comes from a stranger, in the words that you needed to hear, in the words that you needed most right now. Those words, because they come from a complete stranger, who somehow is able to see you so transparently and the energy happening around you, are a message of the universe. Your doubts are cleared, you find the courage to believe in yourself, you find a way to the path that you lost a while ago. I am at my greatest joy typing those messages to people, knowing that what I see will make a difference in their lives.

So for months now, I have been stalked by one particular court card, that has announced itself to me as “me” at my highest potential. The card would show up at readings nagging me about things I have been putting off, about my attitude or behavior, or any sort of action or inaction I have done, that didn’t put me at my highest potential. As a disclaimer, I have to say that I completely deserved every nagging reminder and every dirty look the card gave me, as it gathered it’s gang of supporting cards around itself. She has been so good to me, in the most annoying way.

I have changed things in the last few weeks, I live differently, I behave differently, I practice patience a lot more, I make time for things that matter and let go of things that don’t. It’s been a magical difference in the way I feel and the way I see life. It’s made my connection with Tarot much stronger and more important. Two nights ago (or about that) I had a dream where I literally FELT and understood that the nagging court card has left me as “me”. It was no longer my energy, I was no longer its essence. Instead, I was given a new card, a new Signifier. It was quite the upgrade in energy. That energy feels so beautiful, soft, silky and luxurious. Then it dawned on me, how differently I felt and it only made sense that my “old skin” was shed off, and I embraced a new one.

A change of signifier in readings was not something I really thought I’d get to experience, because I never thought that it existed. I didn’t even really use a signifier much in my readings, I just became aware that the particular Court Card was me through its behavior and I’ve used it as my signifier because of that. But then to experience that dramatic shift in energy and realize that the old signifier no longer feels right, and that the dream in fact was true, I did get an “upgrade”. That made my heart melt with joy.

A relationship with your cards is truly something special and indescribable. The cards laugh, joke, annoy and get annoyed, stress, deploy sarcasm, show compassion and call you out on your bull shit. They penetrate your dreams, they become another language you speak and understand, they become a different way of understanding the world around you. They allow you to see and feel energies, they allow you to peer deeper than you ever have before. They carry and share an immense amount of wisdom and welcome you to be its guest, provided you have set good intentions. Lying to the cards is absolutely pointless. They are always right. I, as a reader, can be wrong, but never them.  The amount of attitude and personality in each deck is so unique. It’s been long believed that no deck communicates a like and each is its own special personality. I believe that to be very true. The amount of sass a deck is able to give only compares to a 3 year old in Mickey Mouse pajamas. I’m grateful for my relationship with tarot.

On that note, I’m off to bond further with my new Signifier in an Imbolc reading (a day late) with a cup of chamomile tea.

Love and light to all!

How?

What would our world be like? If each one of actually cared for others? We say we do, we sympathize, we get sad, we quietly wish the other person well, sometimes we just look the other way, some of us somehow are able to laugh at misfortune of others.

What would it be like, if one day, you were walking down the street, saw a homeless person asking for money, and stopped. Because this is a person. Because he has a story. Because one day, long time ago, they were an innocent child. Someone along the way failed this child by not teaching them what it means to be a good person, didnt teach him how to care. This child was born knowing all of this, but diacouraged along the way of such behavior by sheer example of excat opposite.

What would it be like just to sit down next to the homeless person and ask “Hey bud, what happened in your life that led you right here? What was that turning point? What can I do to help you? I am a human being who sees another human suffering. I can not let it be okay that I just ignore that. I want to see you do well.” Yet, here I am, a hippocrate of a human being… or… wait, am I? I guess i am not. I dont sit next to homeless people, i dont help the more needy, those who lack it all. I help those who lost only something special, or feel they are getting lost, or recently got lost and dont know it. Hmmmm sorry, i digress here, but i geniunly thought i was not a good human being, and then it dawned on me that its okay to not be able help the most needy, I can still be a good person.

Unexpected side turn and discovery of my own realization. But, our world would be bright with happiness for each other, we would literally transform our way of existence. A tarot sequence jumps to my mind…tower and star. Here we are, at a dark time in history of humanity. Granted we dont think that we are. I think in our life time, its easy to be not caring because so much work is done through impersonal phone, email, text…not personal intereaction. A huge change, a shift, in thinking, being, existing, enjoying life is upon us. Right now? Boy, do I feel it, so immensly, so pressing, just just just about to burst. A beautiful beginning is near. But what happens right before a beautiful beginning? An end. Tower card. It can either be a dramatic shift, with a lot of unrest because it happened prematurely, not enough people were ready. Or can be a swift, smooth transition because you just understand this is the new way of how things will be. So you become the change. Right now. Allow your light to shine so bright that it catches in others. It is your duty. Lightworkers? This is a beautiful term. You light the way. You embody that change. You become so filled with love and light for life and existence and all others that exists. That others cant just help, but smile, that will be a smile with the new light, radiant, capable of shining bright enough to ignite the fire in others…and just keep it going. We are at the final push. This must happen right now, shine, shine, shine baby! Find reasons to laugh, to smile, to ne greatful, yo be appreciative, no matter the bad. Feel the glow of life sparkling deep down as you allow yourself to truly enjoy that emotion. Nothing is quite as powerful.

Lightworkers, this is coming out as a message, now is your time to be the change that you want to see. Whether one sees this or many. You alone, you make a difference. That means tomorrow morning, you start being nicer. You make the resolve to not be pissed if someone cuts you off in traffic, or tailgates a little too close. You understand that they are just another human being, who is so lost and confused in this rat race of a life, that they cant think of anyone but themselves. And instead of just judging it, or getting mad, labeling them an asshole, stupid idiot who cant drive, or any other creative name, you just forgive them and wish they will find a moment to lift their nose from the grindstone and understand what they are doing to themselves. Tomorrow morning, you genuinely wish your coffee barista a great day because there is not a reason in the world it shouldnt be. Tomorrow morning, you smile at the checkstand clerk or gas attendant and thank them sincerely. Because everyone feels honesty, and when someone is honestly noticed they feel their soul flutter and wake up just a little more.

 

 

Well..that was unexpected. I just kept typing because the words just kept droping in to my head. I was pondering on one subject and then it turned into a conversation in my head, and then a monologue that wasnt mine. That was pretty cool. I felt the whole message, its urgency and its force, its need tobe delivered and heard.

So…that means… transition is here, put your best foot forward and be the change right now, because the time has come. (Again…not me)

 

Oki doki then. I think i am going to think about this.

When universe has a message

So here I am, on my spiritual journey, learning the language of the universe through all that is magnificent around me… It’s been about 2 years since things started clicking and something activated and it hasn’t let me rest. A new fire burns inside, and it slowly is catching the rest of me. It was weak – in and out- at first, then slow and steady, then brighter and brighter and sometimes it would quiet back down to give me a break. Some of you may know what I mean by this- awakening of the soul; connection to the universe, realizing my full potential. It’s a gentle revealing of the beauty around me.

Through this journey I’ve read a lot of books on different subjects, there are many I still want to read. I’ve looked into energy work, got my reiki certification, I’ve looked into religions, belief systems and scientific understandings. It was all very relevant, and interesting but didn’t quite have that click with it. Somewhere along that journey I remembered about tarot cards, so I got myself a deck of RWS. I checked it out, opened it a few times, did a few spreads- was blown away by it, but eventually left it be for a while. Then I picked it up again.. this time I will never put it down. These cards are alive. They talk, they have character, they have humor, they have a spark. I am in love, quite literally. I have 6 different books I’m reading at the same time on tarot, I watch youtube videos, I do readings, I am constantly studying and working with them. They have shown me so much, the glimpses I get into other people’s lives are …. mindblowing… just how could they communicate this exact situation of a person I have never met? I stop questioning and I just keep working with them, learning to speak their language.

There is a beautiful book written on the language of the universe, by Paulo Coelho “The Alchemist”. This book produced a week long synchronicity event for me. All of a sudden I saw everything- I saw the pattern that I was living in, I saw the world around me and all its pieces as one and I began to understand it. I began to attempt to speak the language of the universe. My week was full of “coincidences” and beautiful omens. After that, somehow it diminished and I lost the ability to understand it. But I never forgot the feeling it created. I never forgot what it felt like just to be in the know and speak the language of the universe.

These past 4 days have been filled with strange coincidences, and understandings and I’m in awe. Last night I finally had a full on understanding that the universe is trying to give me a message, and I would just be completely dumb to continue ignoring it.

So to start at the beginning, we have been wanting to buy a house for a few years now, but it just hasn’t worked out, something always got in the way (credit score, no time, downpayment etc). We live in the Pacific NW, on the ocean, below sea level.. hello “The big one” – we’ll be dead if it happens, there is no where to run to. Nothing to be done pretty much. So I have been working hard at getting all the ducks lined up, and got my husband’s credit score to a good point, talked to the mortgage broker, found a possible home, investigated a few options for may be a manufactured home, a build-it loan, buy a piece of land. Here we were in a pretty good place, almost read to move forward, and I learn that Oregon Dept of Revenue got our tax payment about 2 days after the new interest charge accrued, but because it was only $80, they didn’t mail me anything saying that we owed it. I saw the check was cashed, I never got any mail- I moved on, like I do every other year. Apparently it crossed in the mail, and they filed a lien against my husband’s name and mine for the “unpaid taxes”, so I see a notification on Experian that our credit scores are about 95pts less than what they were. I immediately call and pay, but this is now on our records and there isn’t much to be done about it. So… we can’t buy a house. Okay. Fine. We’ll stay where we are. Wasn’t meant to be yet. Bummed, but not shattered.

Meanwhile, I’m doing my tarot readings- my readings are spot on for complete strangers, people are grateful for the guidance provided, it is beautiful and I really love it. Cards speak to me, they have messages, they make sense. Last Thursday we had a storm blow in our way, remnants from a hurricane, so we were suppose to have high winds, potential damage etc. During the storm we lost power- that’s about all for us. A small town down south had a tornado tear through it, and did some damage. The whole 4 day weekend, we got to spend as a family at home, playing crafting- something we never get to do, since we work so much. It was very nice. But we were couped up in the house, so we finally decide to venture out when the weather calmed down at the end of the storm. So we drive up to the beach, the access is still closed. The police officer, after some hesitation, lets us out on the beach. The first thing I see is this log jammed in the sand- all by its lonesome. Behind it beautiful yellow and blue sky, with a setting sun and white foamy ocean. It was breathtaking. Immediately I was struck by the resemblance of the log to one of my tarot cards – the Ace of Wands. I am attaching both pictures. So I go home, think about it, think about the card, think about its meaning. Aces are all about beginnings, Wands are a fire sign- so essentially a burning idea. Here is a definition from google that sums it pretty well: This highly action-oriented card sees you feeling incredibly inspired and enthusiastic about pursuing a new idea or project that you have in mind. You are all revved up and raring to go.

So then I’m wondering, what is it telling me to go for? I wonder, but nothing concrete comes to mind. That night, I’m awaken at 4am by ROARING thunder outside on an almost full moon night. (So this was a storm before the October full moon- pretty notable to me on its own). I have heard lots of thunder in my life, never been scared by it. But being awaken to something that literally sounds like the world just broke apart, my first thought was “it’s happening, earthquake and tsunami in the middle of the night”. I felt myself become terrified to the very core, fear literally taking over me in every way possible. Deep fear. It took me a few moments to realize it was not an earthquake, but thunder. However, those few moments lasted a lifetime. I saw my life flash before my eyes, my heart filled with crushing pain for my 3 year old son, for my sweet family, for all the days that we weren’t going to live to love each other anymore. That is pain that I never want to feel again.. I DO NOT want to be here, in this home where I KNOW I WILL die if the fault line goes. I felt this was a preview for me, for what it will feel like when it happens. I laid there, wondering if I should even get up, forever grateful my husband jumped out of bed to go get our son- (at least he will be close to us when we all die)- or if I should get up and try to scramble to get something on myself so I don’t freeze to death and try to make a run for it with my family.

This experience was core shattering. I also have to say that in the beginning of the month I had a VERY vivid dream that  I was at the beach, and all of a sudden earthquake started happening and water was moving in strange patterns, and birds became confused. I found myself grabbing my phone and sending “I love you forever” to my husband and to my mom and my best friend. Then I woke up. But those feelings were pretty intense. So in a way, that was like a 2nd experience of that feeling “I’m going to die”. A thought appeared in my head “Next time it will be for real. 3rd time is the charm”.

This gets even more interesting… the morning after the thunder, after we got up, I see a text message on my phone from my mom that says please call me asap. So I do, she proceeds to tell me that my step dad and her found a house in a tsunami safe zone, in the back roads, so it has some land and it’s currently being remodeled, but they already called about it and it’s not actually on the market at the moment, but will be soon. And they know our situation with the credit score, so how about they purchase it, but we pay the mortgage and all associated expenses, until we are ready to purchase it from them, but in the mean time we’ll be at least a little safer. The listing agent said they need to contact the owner and let them know they are interested, as the house was purchased as a “flip” house. To note, I have wanted a house on that back road, with some land on it so I can grow food and have chickens, and so has my husband. So I listen, which normally I’d tell them to just nevermind and not to worry about it. My step dad later describes this random experience as “compelled and he felt he absolutely must share this with me” and that they weren’t looking at all and were on a different subject when they stumbled on it, but it drew their attention to a point that they couldn’t walk away from it.

We go drive by the house later that day, no one lives there as its still under remodel. My husband initially balked at it, because “its too close to the dairy farm, it will smell like shit”, but turns out he was wrong, its far enough that it doesn’t smell at all. It is a possibility- it is acceptable location, decent looking. I leave it at that for now. Through all of this I still wonder what the ace of wands on the beach was trying to tell me, and how this “near death” feeling affected me. In one of my tarot videos (Biddy Tarot) I stumble upon October 2016 forecast, and watch it for the first time. Low and behold the first of the 3 cards is an ace of wands. The second is the Star. The message is to trust in the universe, get out of your own way and just trust and let go of the doubts I may have. This resonates with me to the absolute core. It dawns on me, how much more clear do I need to be spoken to before I get the message???

  1. Dream experience of the earthquake.
  2. I left this one out above, but I listed to a Kryon channelled message (randomly came on YouTube!!) about how this month you will start noticing synchronicities, and you shouldn’t doubt yourself  and just trust it and go along with this experience.
  3. A huge storm on a full moon weekend at the coast. (By the way, majority of the people envision the Big One happening on a miserably cold dark and rainy night).
  4. A very obvious log in the shape of Ace of Wands on the beach.
  5. Middle of the night “we are going to die” experience with thunder.
  6. Followed by a conversation about how my parents can buy us a home that isn’t on the market yet but is in the tsunami safe zone.
  7. The October 2016 tarot forecast video with Ace of Wands as the 1st card, and the message to just stop doubting and trust the universe.
  8. It is said that the feeling of synchronicity can never be relayed in words. But you just realize that there is so much more in all these odd coincidences than meets the words. 

    So I talk to my best friend about this, and suddenly come to a realization that the universe is trying to draw my attention to something, it is trying to send me a message. I didn’t see it as “whole” picture until I talked to her. Her approval of all these “oddities” was very much the last sign that  I needed before it dawned on me, how much more obvious can the universe make it for me. I decided my role in all of this is just to do as I’m directed. So the listing agent said to go talk to the people at the house and let them know we could be a potential buyer- so that’s what I needed to do. This was my role in this experience. So it would just be so wrong for me to not do that because of my concerns of feeling awkward and shy approaching a person… “hey, do you want to sell your house?”. 

    So to continue this…. today I draw a card of the day from my tarot deck before I get going for the day. At this point, I’m only 90% convinced that I’m going to go talk to these people and overcome my fear, so there is still 10% of me thinking “well.. I have a lot to do today, maybe some other time…”. So my card of the day is 10 of cups. This picture… well, it depicts a family being happy on a farm house under a rainbow. So after being awe struck by the card, and knowing the key word for it was Joy, I decide to further see what wisdoms it has for me in the book. I pick up by newly purchased 875+ page book (FAT BOOK) and it falls out of my hands. It drops open..on nothing other than a page in the middle that talks about the card of 10 of cups. The meaning in the book only further confirms that I need to listen to my inner voice and go to the house. I notice in the notes it says that 3 cards of “10s” (so like 3 cards of different suits, but still 10s) would mean its a good time to buy or a good

    time to sell. This takes my mind to yesterday when I had 2 “10s” fall out of the deck while I was shuffling for my daily draw. I was confused by the message yesterday… but today I beautifully see how it was orchestrated so I’d get the true message behind it. 

    So after that I feel compelled to drive to the house. Noone is there, so I write a note (thank God!!) and leave my info and what I want to talk to them about. I pull out of the driveway, look over my shoulder at the house.. and boom, appears a full beautiful rainbow over the house and the land. I’m awe struck. It is an image from my 10 of cups. Three seconds go by and the rainbow disappears. So now.. here I am. Waiting. Patiently, as the universe has its way, I completed my role, now I wait. I’m so awe struck by the language of the universe. Through all these experiences I describe, there are a a few very minor synchronicities that took place as well, to even create a deeper experience for this all for me. I trust you universe, and I am listening.

Tarot message

When you get a tarot message  you had no idea was coming, when it is so truly astonishing that you just don’t know how to approach it…. I know not everything tarot says is accurate, the cards only show what they know, we are the masters of our own reality… but even in that light things come that are so profoundly shocking, that it’s impossible not to be taken aback…

 

I asked for a message that humanity needs to hear now

My immediate card was 3 of swords (image of a pierced heart by 3 swords). The card was crying tears of heartbroken people, three swords stabbed through the heart that represents humanity. We are a match for worldwar 3.

Clear scene being played. Heartbreak, pain, disaster, that leaves behind it enough people to understand where they went wrong as humanity, where we failed.

I was so shaken by how clear and profound it was. I had to snap myself out of it and ask if there is still a chance.

Imediately 3 cards fell out: knight of swords, five of penacles, queen of pentacles.

Knight of swords was the spirit of Joanne of arc, aka lightworkers. Call for action to be the change we want to see in the world, kindness, compassion, start living it today, in the now. Start being kind. This is the call to action.

Five of pentacles was two poor people passing by a church, the scene played out that they walked in the church were given warmth, food and kindness. Practice kindness to everyone. Love, acceptance, compassion is your nature, use it.

Queen of pentacles…gazing into the reflection through the pentacle or looking all around her as the world truly is. Don’t be clouded by money, don’t see the world through a greedy reflection, be kinder, share, abundance is all around you. In light of the shooting in Orlando, see the helpers, see the ones that came to support…not the shooter or the victims families pain. Focus on love, support, kindess,compassion of those who are there.

So overall message was be the change you want to see in the world, you may not change the world, but ou will change someone’s world, and they will in turn do the same..make your influence a positive one. Change starts with you. Our chance is still here but growing smaller everyday. Share your kindness with everyone, share the best you can, small gestures, just start, be a little more patient with everyone and yourself. But start right now. There is no time to lose. We are very close to the brink. If love is not our catalyst for change, world war 3 will be.

There is so much more in there in small details, but I can’t fathom pouring it all out in consequtive and comprehensive manner.

 

Love and light.

 

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