Chistmas spirit and how to be Santa

Our world lacks kindness at this time in our great spiral of life. We dance the eternal dance, the constant change and shift of galactic forces, that have an effect on our existence. The great constellations are shifting,we have began our process of change. Welcome this time with kindness for each other, love and support for your neighbohrs. Be kind to someone for no reason,but just because they are another human being. Do something special, maybe not a material thing, but even a kind, loving message for a stranger. Leave a note on someone’s car that “this is your year, believe in yourself!”. “You can do it” or something else kind an inspiring. If you found random cheerful note or your version of a fortune cookie fortune, what does it say that it cheers you up? I was recently on the receving end of a random act of kindness, and it was so wonderful.

Get a $5-10 gift card, and make someone’s day and leave it in a public place,like a coffee shop or grocery store. Think how good you just made someone feel. Maybe it’s a cup of coffee card or a store like bath and body Works or a local sandwhichshop… add a note, merry Christmas you! Yes,you! Share the gift of kindness and do something sweet and thoughtful for a complete stranger. Spread laughter and cheer. We really need to be our own Santa’s this year.

Be kind.

Be thoughtful.

Give an extra smile.

Say thanks an extra time.

Don’t be a stingy scrooge. You don’t have to have money to be scrooge.

The spirit of being more loving, more kind, more thoughtful is upon us. We need to go through this great transition with love and compassion in our hearts.

So do something small, be a positive influence on just one random person  this year.

I’m going to. I will be my local santa, I can’t wait to make some random kind cards!

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Tarot: Presidential prediction

Let me make this very clear, I have ZERO political agenda, and do not voice MY opinion here, I am simply reading the cards.

I decided to do a tarot card reading on Who is going to win the Presidential election

This is what the cards told me on 10/21/16

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I asked the cards to tell me who the winner will be, via Man=Trump; Woman= Clinton, Reversed=Rigged*

I say, Rigged*, but to me that almost implies some sort of a challenge encountered along the way, and the word “rigged” just summarizes it the best. Sabotaged? Challenged?  Perhaps something having to do with an FBI investigation, or a court hearing, or an accusation of some kind.. you get my drift I hope.

First I’d like to say that during my shuffle, the cards performed a landslide escape from my hands. I took that to note that it meant a landslide victory. The cards here are showing 7 of Pentacles with a man in the picture, so therefore this card represents Trump. The Star card depicts a woman, therefore Clinton. This card is also reversed indicating a “rigged” situation somehow. The 5 of Wands is a card of conflict.. So overall what I received from this reading was that Trump wins the election in a landslide, as Hillary is surrounded in a challenged/compromised situation, which she subsequently challenges and thus, disputes the results of the election.

Now, let me explain that Tarot does not predict the future, as in “forever, inevitable future”. This was simply a “snap shot” of the most likely future outcome to the question during the time that I drew the cards on 10/21.

I have decided to do a follow up reading today 11/4- asking for the same scenario- of Woman=Clinton, Man=Trump, Reversed=Rigged*.

So here are today’s cards:

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Here I’m seeing that (Temperance) Clinton is being so compromised that she walks away/or she is being forced to walk away from the nomination (8 of cups); leaving Trump (Page of Cups) the winner yet again. Or that she is putting pressure on Trump to walk away. And he refused: the cup with a fish in it and the smug look on the Page’s face totally give me the feel of “no freaking way, I’m embracing it”. Would anyone care for a reading on the dynamics between Clinton and Trump? lol

Also, Page energy is all about young and inexperienced, which describes Trump in his novice undertaking of politics.  Also, I’d like to note that the 2 Minor Arcana cards are Cups – which is a suit of emotion. Temperance is also handling cups- so emotions are extremely high. This comes through very strongly as all 3 cards in a 3 card reading show cups.  Temperance is a Major Arcana card, and  in its simplest summary implies “balance, or knowledge when the push forward or to step back”. So as additional commentary on this reading I’d like to add that this is a highly emotional time for both candidates, and there is huge pressure on Clinton to step back.

Overall, I find it extremely fascinating 🙂 Again, no political agenda from me, just a simple tarot reading for fun.

#tarot #presidentialprediction #whowins

Making decisions from the heart. Say no to boring.

I was thinking today how many people live their lives making “safe and smart” decisions because they have been taught their whole lives to play it safe. That they can never truly let go and enjoy something. For example, if you really want an orange car but the white one will have a better resale value, you are taught and pressured to make the smart choice and go with the white car. Ok, great, you saved yourself $300- $500 sometime in the future. How does this serve you now? Are you going to experience joy when you look at your new car? Or will you have regret and quietly think and wish it was orange? 

Or paint your house walls red? The reasonable boring adult will tell you that red is a bad choice because it will be difficult to repaint to white again. It’s true. But. In the mean time you are planning to live here so you deserve to have whichever color walls make you happy. You will deal with the repainting later because it’s really not that big of a deal, and having a homey and happy place to live is worth that future “sacrifice”. 

Which serves you most in the now? We as society are programmed to think and care for the future to a degree that it’s robbing us of a joyful present. There is a balance to be found, because giving into every whim isn’t reasonable either, but I get the impression that our scales are far tipped into another direction. You can’t go on living your life playing it safe and wise the whole time. Make that choice, go with your heart, experience joy from your decision and let go of social/family pressure to make the “adult” decision. Adult does not have to equal boring or plain. But clearly, the definition of adult somehow seems to imply those words as well. 

So go with your heart, allow yourself to be happy, and live in the moment while still being aware of your decisions affecting the future. This balance isn’t that difficult to find. 

How?

What would our world be like? If each one of actually cared for others? We say we do, we sympathize, we get sad, we quietly wish the other person well, sometimes we just look the other way, some of us somehow are able to laugh at misfortune of others.

What would it be like, if one day, you were walking down the street, saw a homeless person asking for money, and stopped. Because this is a person. Because he has a story. Because one day, long time ago, they were an innocent child. Someone along the way failed this child by not teaching them what it means to be a good person, didnt teach him how to care. This child was born knowing all of this, but diacouraged along the way of such behavior by sheer example of excat opposite.

What would it be like just to sit down next to the homeless person and ask “Hey bud, what happened in your life that led you right here? What was that turning point? What can I do to help you? I am a human being who sees another human suffering. I can not let it be okay that I just ignore that. I want to see you do well.” Yet, here I am, a hippocrate of a human being… or… wait, am I? I guess i am not. I dont sit next to homeless people, i dont help the more needy, those who lack it all. I help those who lost only something special, or feel they are getting lost, or recently got lost and dont know it. Hmmmm sorry, i digress here, but i geniunly thought i was not a good human being, and then it dawned on me that its okay to not be able help the most needy, I can still be a good person.

Unexpected side turn and discovery of my own realization. But, our world would be bright with happiness for each other, we would literally transform our way of existence. A tarot sequence jumps to my mind…tower and star. Here we are, at a dark time in history of humanity. Granted we dont think that we are. I think in our life time, its easy to be not caring because so much work is done through impersonal phone, email, text…not personal intereaction. A huge change, a shift, in thinking, being, existing, enjoying life is upon us. Right now? Boy, do I feel it, so immensly, so pressing, just just just about to burst. A beautiful beginning is near. But what happens right before a beautiful beginning? An end. Tower card. It can either be a dramatic shift, with a lot of unrest because it happened prematurely, not enough people were ready. Or can be a swift, smooth transition because you just understand this is the new way of how things will be. So you become the change. Right now. Allow your light to shine so bright that it catches in others. It is your duty. Lightworkers? This is a beautiful term. You light the way. You embody that change. You become so filled with love and light for life and existence and all others that exists. That others cant just help, but smile, that will be a smile with the new light, radiant, capable of shining bright enough to ignite the fire in others…and just keep it going. We are at the final push. This must happen right now, shine, shine, shine baby! Find reasons to laugh, to smile, to ne greatful, yo be appreciative, no matter the bad. Feel the glow of life sparkling deep down as you allow yourself to truly enjoy that emotion. Nothing is quite as powerful.

Lightworkers, this is coming out as a message, now is your time to be the change that you want to see. Whether one sees this or many. You alone, you make a difference. That means tomorrow morning, you start being nicer. You make the resolve to not be pissed if someone cuts you off in traffic, or tailgates a little too close. You understand that they are just another human being, who is so lost and confused in this rat race of a life, that they cant think of anyone but themselves. And instead of just judging it, or getting mad, labeling them an asshole, stupid idiot who cant drive, or any other creative name, you just forgive them and wish they will find a moment to lift their nose from the grindstone and understand what they are doing to themselves. Tomorrow morning, you genuinely wish your coffee barista a great day because there is not a reason in the world it shouldnt be. Tomorrow morning, you smile at the checkstand clerk or gas attendant and thank them sincerely. Because everyone feels honesty, and when someone is honestly noticed they feel their soul flutter and wake up just a little more.

 

 

Well..that was unexpected. I just kept typing because the words just kept droping in to my head. I was pondering on one subject and then it turned into a conversation in my head, and then a monologue that wasnt mine. That was pretty cool. I felt the whole message, its urgency and its force, its need tobe delivered and heard.

So…that means… transition is here, put your best foot forward and be the change right now, because the time has come. (Again…not me)

 

Oki doki then. I think i am going to think about this.

When universe has a message

So here I am, on my spiritual journey, learning the language of the universe through all that is magnificent around me… It’s been about 2 years since things started clicking and something activated and it hasn’t let me rest. A new fire burns inside, and it slowly is catching the rest of me. It was weak – in and out- at first, then slow and steady, then brighter and brighter and sometimes it would quiet back down to give me a break. Some of you may know what I mean by this- awakening of the soul; connection to the universe, realizing my full potential. It’s a gentle revealing of the beauty around me.

Through this journey I’ve read a lot of books on different subjects, there are many I still want to read. I’ve looked into energy work, got my reiki certification, I’ve looked into religions, belief systems and scientific understandings. It was all very relevant, and interesting but didn’t quite have that click with it. Somewhere along that journey I remembered about tarot cards, so I got myself a deck of RWS. I checked it out, opened it a few times, did a few spreads- was blown away by it, but eventually left it be for a while. Then I picked it up again.. this time I will never put it down. These cards are alive. They talk, they have character, they have humor, they have a spark. I am in love, quite literally. I have 6 different books I’m reading at the same time on tarot, I watch youtube videos, I do readings, I am constantly studying and working with them. They have shown me so much, the glimpses I get into other people’s lives are …. mindblowing… just how could they communicate this exact situation of a person I have never met? I stop questioning and I just keep working with them, learning to speak their language.

There is a beautiful book written on the language of the universe, by Paulo Coelho “The Alchemist”. This book produced a week long synchronicity event for me. All of a sudden I saw everything- I saw the pattern that I was living in, I saw the world around me and all its pieces as one and I began to understand it. I began to attempt to speak the language of the universe. My week was full of “coincidences” and beautiful omens. After that, somehow it diminished and I lost the ability to understand it. But I never forgot the feeling it created. I never forgot what it felt like just to be in the know and speak the language of the universe.

These past 4 days have been filled with strange coincidences, and understandings and I’m in awe. Last night I finally had a full on understanding that the universe is trying to give me a message, and I would just be completely dumb to continue ignoring it.

So to start at the beginning, we have been wanting to buy a house for a few years now, but it just hasn’t worked out, something always got in the way (credit score, no time, downpayment etc). We live in the Pacific NW, on the ocean, below sea level.. hello “The big one” – we’ll be dead if it happens, there is no where to run to. Nothing to be done pretty much. So I have been working hard at getting all the ducks lined up, and got my husband’s credit score to a good point, talked to the mortgage broker, found a possible home, investigated a few options for may be a manufactured home, a build-it loan, buy a piece of land. Here we were in a pretty good place, almost read to move forward, and I learn that Oregon Dept of Revenue got our tax payment about 2 days after the new interest charge accrued, but because it was only $80, they didn’t mail me anything saying that we owed it. I saw the check was cashed, I never got any mail- I moved on, like I do every other year. Apparently it crossed in the mail, and they filed a lien against my husband’s name and mine for the “unpaid taxes”, so I see a notification on Experian that our credit scores are about 95pts less than what they were. I immediately call and pay, but this is now on our records and there isn’t much to be done about it. So… we can’t buy a house. Okay. Fine. We’ll stay where we are. Wasn’t meant to be yet. Bummed, but not shattered.

Meanwhile, I’m doing my tarot readings- my readings are spot on for complete strangers, people are grateful for the guidance provided, it is beautiful and I really love it. Cards speak to me, they have messages, they make sense. Last Thursday we had a storm blow in our way, remnants from a hurricane, so we were suppose to have high winds, potential damage etc. During the storm we lost power- that’s about all for us. A small town down south had a tornado tear through it, and did some damage. The whole 4 day weekend, we got to spend as a family at home, playing crafting- something we never get to do, since we work so much. It was very nice. But we were couped up in the house, so we finally decide to venture out when the weather calmed down at the end of the storm. So we drive up to the beach, the access is still closed. The police officer, after some hesitation, lets us out on the beach. The first thing I see is this log jammed in the sand- all by its lonesome. Behind it beautiful yellow and blue sky, with a setting sun and white foamy ocean. It was breathtaking. Immediately I was struck by the resemblance of the log to one of my tarot cards – the Ace of Wands. I am attaching both pictures. So I go home, think about it, think about the card, think about its meaning. Aces are all about beginnings, Wands are a fire sign- so essentially a burning idea. Here is a definition from google that sums it pretty well: This highly action-oriented card sees you feeling incredibly inspired and enthusiastic about pursuing a new idea or project that you have in mind. You are all revved up and raring to go.

So then I’m wondering, what is it telling me to go for? I wonder, but nothing concrete comes to mind. That night, I’m awaken at 4am by ROARING thunder outside on an almost full moon night. (So this was a storm before the October full moon- pretty notable to me on its own). I have heard lots of thunder in my life, never been scared by it. But being awaken to something that literally sounds like the world just broke apart, my first thought was “it’s happening, earthquake and tsunami in the middle of the night”. I felt myself become terrified to the very core, fear literally taking over me in every way possible. Deep fear. It took me a few moments to realize it was not an earthquake, but thunder. However, those few moments lasted a lifetime. I saw my life flash before my eyes, my heart filled with crushing pain for my 3 year old son, for my sweet family, for all the days that we weren’t going to live to love each other anymore. That is pain that I never want to feel again.. I DO NOT want to be here, in this home where I KNOW I WILL die if the fault line goes. I felt this was a preview for me, for what it will feel like when it happens. I laid there, wondering if I should even get up, forever grateful my husband jumped out of bed to go get our son- (at least he will be close to us when we all die)- or if I should get up and try to scramble to get something on myself so I don’t freeze to death and try to make a run for it with my family.

This experience was core shattering. I also have to say that in the beginning of the month I had a VERY vivid dream that  I was at the beach, and all of a sudden earthquake started happening and water was moving in strange patterns, and birds became confused. I found myself grabbing my phone and sending “I love you forever” to my husband and to my mom and my best friend. Then I woke up. But those feelings were pretty intense. So in a way, that was like a 2nd experience of that feeling “I’m going to die”. A thought appeared in my head “Next time it will be for real. 3rd time is the charm”.

This gets even more interesting… the morning after the thunder, after we got up, I see a text message on my phone from my mom that says please call me asap. So I do, she proceeds to tell me that my step dad and her found a house in a tsunami safe zone, in the back roads, so it has some land and it’s currently being remodeled, but they already called about it and it’s not actually on the market at the moment, but will be soon. And they know our situation with the credit score, so how about they purchase it, but we pay the mortgage and all associated expenses, until we are ready to purchase it from them, but in the mean time we’ll be at least a little safer. The listing agent said they need to contact the owner and let them know they are interested, as the house was purchased as a “flip” house. To note, I have wanted a house on that back road, with some land on it so I can grow food and have chickens, and so has my husband. So I listen, which normally I’d tell them to just nevermind and not to worry about it. My step dad later describes this random experience as “compelled and he felt he absolutely must share this with me” and that they weren’t looking at all and were on a different subject when they stumbled on it, but it drew their attention to a point that they couldn’t walk away from it.

We go drive by the house later that day, no one lives there as its still under remodel. My husband initially balked at it, because “its too close to the dairy farm, it will smell like shit”, but turns out he was wrong, its far enough that it doesn’t smell at all. It is a possibility- it is acceptable location, decent looking. I leave it at that for now. Through all of this I still wonder what the ace of wands on the beach was trying to tell me, and how this “near death” feeling affected me. In one of my tarot videos (Biddy Tarot) I stumble upon October 2016 forecast, and watch it for the first time. Low and behold the first of the 3 cards is an ace of wands. The second is the Star. The message is to trust in the universe, get out of your own way and just trust and let go of the doubts I may have. This resonates with me to the absolute core. It dawns on me, how much more clear do I need to be spoken to before I get the message???

  1. Dream experience of the earthquake.
  2. I left this one out above, but I listed to a Kryon channelled message (randomly came on YouTube!!) about how this month you will start noticing synchronicities, and you shouldn’t doubt yourself  and just trust it and go along with this experience.
  3. A huge storm on a full moon weekend at the coast. (By the way, majority of the people envision the Big One happening on a miserably cold dark and rainy night).
  4. A very obvious log in the shape of Ace of Wands on the beach.
  5. Middle of the night “we are going to die” experience with thunder.
  6. Followed by a conversation about how my parents can buy us a home that isn’t on the market yet but is in the tsunami safe zone.
  7. The October 2016 tarot forecast video with Ace of Wands as the 1st card, and the message to just stop doubting and trust the universe.
  8. It is said that the feeling of synchronicity can never be relayed in words. But you just realize that there is so much more in all these odd coincidences than meets the words. 

    So I talk to my best friend about this, and suddenly come to a realization that the universe is trying to draw my attention to something, it is trying to send me a message. I didn’t see it as “whole” picture until I talked to her. Her approval of all these “oddities” was very much the last sign that  I needed before it dawned on me, how much more obvious can the universe make it for me. I decided my role in all of this is just to do as I’m directed. So the listing agent said to go talk to the people at the house and let them know we could be a potential buyer- so that’s what I needed to do. This was my role in this experience. So it would just be so wrong for me to not do that because of my concerns of feeling awkward and shy approaching a person… “hey, do you want to sell your house?”. 

    So to continue this…. today I draw a card of the day from my tarot deck before I get going for the day. At this point, I’m only 90% convinced that I’m going to go talk to these people and overcome my fear, so there is still 10% of me thinking “well.. I have a lot to do today, maybe some other time…”. So my card of the day is 10 of cups. This picture… well, it depicts a family being happy on a farm house under a rainbow. So after being awe struck by the card, and knowing the key word for it was Joy, I decide to further see what wisdoms it has for me in the book. I pick up by newly purchased 875+ page book (FAT BOOK) and it falls out of my hands. It drops open..on nothing other than a page in the middle that talks about the card of 10 of cups. The meaning in the book only further confirms that I need to listen to my inner voice and go to the house. I notice in the notes it says that 3 cards of “10s” (so like 3 cards of different suits, but still 10s) would mean its a good time to buy or a good

    time to sell. This takes my mind to yesterday when I had 2 “10s” fall out of the deck while I was shuffling for my daily draw. I was confused by the message yesterday… but today I beautifully see how it was orchestrated so I’d get the true message behind it. 

    So after that I feel compelled to drive to the house. Noone is there, so I write a note (thank God!!) and leave my info and what I want to talk to them about. I pull out of the driveway, look over my shoulder at the house.. and boom, appears a full beautiful rainbow over the house and the land. I’m awe struck. It is an image from my 10 of cups. Three seconds go by and the rainbow disappears. So now.. here I am. Waiting. Patiently, as the universe has its way, I completed my role, now I wait. I’m so awe struck by the language of the universe. Through all these experiences I describe, there are a a few very minor synchronicities that took place as well, to even create a deeper experience for this all for me. I trust you universe, and I am listening.

Contemplating at the beach

As I sit here in peace, looking over the ocean waves crashing into the sand, i wonder what possesed  the man to say i can make this better. It truly had to have been some ego, to decide that the outside world needs to be altered. When really, all that  should have been altered is the inner world of the man. Instead of looking out and deciding what needs to change its wiser to look inside and see what needs to change. No matter the alterations to the outer world, the inner world is where the “problem” originated, so without looking at the cause you can only mask the symptoms for so Long.

We hold the power within to make our inner world a beautiful one and then to project it out on to the outer world. When you hold the light within, and share your light simply by living in it, you help those around you find their own light.

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Tough transitions

Sometimes in life we have to make calls that aren’t easy for us or for those who are affected by them. Its not easy to make a stand for something you whole-heartedly believe it, and understand that making the tough decision is ultimately in your best interested and in that person’s best interest. That decision is tough because the first and immediate reaction is pain, hurt, stress and separation. The positive intention behind that action is the catalyst for change. It is with the hope that the intention will come to the forth front and shine in all its might, and will make that pain and stress disappear in time. In many cases people get stuck in the “hurt, pain” phase and never make it through to the positive intention; and that is the most painful to see.

We had to let a very good employee go. He has a world of potential in him, but he has some serious growing up to do for now, and during that time he has to be without us tying him down. Some transitions can’t take place while some enabling cords are attached. It’s literally a visual of unplugging the safety cord and seeing if the person flies or fails. It’s terrifying when you find yourself in the position of the one who has to cut the cord, or when you have your cord cut. My heart is literally aching for this guy. I hope he finds his path, finds his way, because if he does – beautiful things will happen in his life. I see it for him, my husband sees it for him.. but he himself is blinded. How terrifying it must be, and how painful it must be to be in the dark place, to have the cord cut..and to not believe that you can fly. Truly sending him the best energies possible to open his eyes and spread his wings.

This was a first for us to have to be put in the position to cut the cord. Knowing from our perspective that it’s the best possible resolution to problem, that it will serve him the highest good if he takes the opportunity to see it as such himself, but also knowing that by making this decision we are putting him in a place where he absolutely must take responsibility for himself. Even knowing that, its hard not to feel some responsibility for whatever may happen next.

From the perspective of “outside looking in” its not that difficult to identify the patterns that emerge in someone else’s life. Self sabotage is a difficult issue to work through as long as one remains unaware that this is indeed is what’s happening. Beginning to do that kind of work is a huge undertaking even for someone who is ready to face their own demons. For situations where life tells you its time to get your stuff together, but you haven’t mentally prepared for it.. its even tougher. Its like watching someone in the water, knowing they have to swim to shore on their own, but fighting every urge to throw them a life vest… its unnatural, but ultimately allows that person to get a grip …or sink.  😦

The other difficult part is knowing that I can help this person talk through some stuff, help them see things for themselves and get them started on some of their shadow work… but also knowing that offering my help is going to be yet another crutch, and if that person knows what they need to make their life better they will find someone on their own, or they will learn how to work through this stuff on their own.

On that note, love and light to you during this Mercury in Retrograde!