Tarot: Surprise afternoon with the High Priestess.

I’m not even sure if the word “surprise” describes this correctly. Technically, if the cards tell me some things about my day before my day even begins, what happens shouldn’t be a surprise, right?

I do daily draws- instead of just one card that can be so many things: advice, warning, what’s around me today, what to watch out for, what to contemplate on etc. I choose to do 3 cards for the day: what’s happening around me in the morning, mid-day, and evening. Then I get 1 advice card for the whole day. This gives me the best preview of what my wake up- to noon time will be about, what my noon to 5 will be like, and 5pm to bed time. The advice cards covers the whole day and is applicable to any and all of it.. I feel like if I get an advice card for each part of the day, that’s almost like cheating. C’mon, figure it out yourself, make an effort at least!

So today’s cards were Tower Reversed, High Priestess and Star. Daily advice was 7 of pentacles. I have a special relationship with that card. It’s my “you are a procrastinator” card.. so when it showed up for today’s advice, it puzzled me. You want me to procrastinate to day?? That doesn’t seem right with these 3 important major arcanas sitting right above you… 7 of pentacles, you be crazy. But this card had a different feel to it today energetically. By habit I jumped to “procrastinate” definition, because for me, in any of my readings for myself or others this card hasn’t meant anything else. Today, I felt the card was advising me to take the day slow and steady, and all would make sense. This felt like a much more appropriate interpretation, and it seemed to fit.

Tower Reversed:

This card is suppose to cover “wake up until noon” time frame, but in my experience, the card can represent one particular and important moment in that time frame, rather than the overall feel of that time.  The Tower Rx was definitely about one particular moment. My dear sweet husband, had worked all day Sunday (6am starting), came home for dinner, took an hour break, and went back to work. He came home and crashed into the bed at 4am. (Life of a business owner- we own an asphalt maintenance company). His plan was to get 4-5 hrs of sleep and get back to the new day. However, at 7am I find him getting into the shower: an employee didn’t show up for work, so now he has to go super early. The look on his face of sadness, disappointment, exhaustion, anger- this was my Tower moment. However, once he got in the shower, his phone beeped- that was the employee saying he is on his way and stopped at the store to get supplies we needed for the day. This was the Tower Reversed moment- disaster avoided. My husband, now showered, can go back to bed and sleep some more, which he promptly did. So this was a span of maybe 20 minutes where the Tower loomed up ahead..and then reversed, giving us a much needed break in the day. The rest of my morning was smooth and painless.

High Priestess:

This was the coolest experience! I’ve had moments where the cards of the day were extremely literal and it was a very personal and intimate moment of understanding a card and its message. I’ve never had the High Priestess Experience. Until today.

When I drew the card in the morning, I thought to myself: okay, secret keeper, what do you have in store for me? I thought on all of her messages: hidden agendas, reflecting back to your inner guidance, “you already know”, what’s behind the veil, duality, listening to gut instinct and so on. I decided that she was telling me to spend some time reflecting on myself. My plan for the afternoon was to make a trip into town, about an 1.5hrs away, to get some supplies for the business and help my tired hubby out. I had ample time to think, be still in my mind, and just be present in the moment. To cut to the chase, I arrived to the first location: the man at the counter was all business, getting the order together, getting the paperwork, payment etc. Then something changed, and he started talking to me about his life, and how his journey took him to where he is now and where he hopes to go from here. He must be in his late 50’s, early 60’s, as he mentioned he was considering retiring soon. I listened intently, there was something special at having a complete stranger spill his life story to me. It wasn’t dramatic, he wasn’t looking for sympathy, or laughs, or a shoulder to cry on- his story was a happy one, he talked about joys in his life and how things have worked out for him, he talked about his aspirations and wants in life, he talked about his wife and her life (not nearly detailed as his). It felt like a genuine need to be heard, to be listened to, understood and for joy to be shared and for kind words to be said. This conversation, was mostly a monologue, really. I didn’t say much, except for an occasional “yes, aha”. I maintained eye contact, full of curiosity, compassion, understanding and mostly, a genuine interest in this human being in front of me. He talked for about 20 minutes. At the end, he was really surprised at himself for having shared so much, and he said that somehow he felt so much better and thanked me for talking to him. We ended the conversation by introducing ourselves and shaking hands. (S)

On my way to the next stop I kept thinking at what transpired. All of a sudden, I had a realization “this was the High Priestess moment”. I listened intently, like she does. I didn’t judge or provide commentary. I allowed the person the room and the space to reflect on to their own life. That literally blew my mind.

I arrived at my next location: I decided to stop in at the jewelry store to get my wedding ring inspected and cleaned, as it was due. I always go to the same place where we bought it, and while the staff there changed, there is an older gentleman who has worked there for a long time. I have dealt with him at previous ring cleanings, and he was always polite, but distant, not too interested in engaging in any small talk or weather conversations. He greeted me as I walked in the door, I explained what I needed and he began to help me. He was quiet at first, and when we walked over to the cleaning station, he began talking. At this point, I realized I could have another experience of the High Priestess energy and decided to consciously ride this wave, knowing what I needed to facilitate to allow it to keep happening. He talked for over an hour. He told me about his wife, his dad, his career, his life choices, time in the war, concerns he is faced with at this time. We stood off to the side of the cleaning station, as other employees were walking by, customers coming into the door, but if felt like we didn’t exist, we weren’t there. No one noticed us, no one interrupted us. I allowed for the space for him to reflect on his life, and realize how full of joy it really was. There were a few times he got teary eyed looking back on some memories. It was a beautiful experience. I felt like I was there to facilitate it, as those people needed to reflect on their lives, listen to their inner voices, but my role was very minimal. I barely said a few words during that hour. He wasn’t overbearing, looking to cry, complain or anything of the things you would think of when the person won’t quit talking. This had an entirely different feel. As the hour came to an end, he realized how long he was talking and the conversation drew to a close. We ended our talk with introducing ourselves and shaking hands. (D)

I went on to get lunch at a near by grocery store and pick up a few things. I had to ask an employee where to find the organic bubble bath for kids, as I don’t shop there too often. I could tell the same thing started happening, but unfortunately, I was completely out of time, as I had to pick up my 3 year old from daycare, and still had 1.5 hrs to drive before I got there. I was saddened to have had to end that experience. (Sorry H!)

However, my drive home was full of reflection on the High Priestess and her powers. She is silent, her words aren’t needed. Her attentive eye gaze, that sees the person’s soul, is what does the trick and allows the person to begin exploring what is really in his soul. She listens, she doesn’t judge, agree or disagree- that’s not her job. She creates presence for the person to reflect on themselves, check in with their inner compass, and take the time to examine their map of life.

This is was a deeply personal and intimate afternoon with the High Priestess.

My evening card? Well.. it’s the Star.

As I was walking into the office tonight, my sweet husband was snoring on the couch (as he rightfully should), I had just closed the bedroom door to my son’s room- he was off to dreamland after a busy evening of a bubble bath and lots of books. I shut down the Quickbooks, checked the email, made the list of to-do for tomorrow, and was about to shut off the computer…and then decided, stuff like this doesn’t happen often. I need to write about this…now, where is my blog?

The Star: the card of an artist and writer. She is the muse, the inspiration, the quiet creator of the inspirational fairy dust. Thank you for being my evening card and motivating me to write and share.

7 of pentacles was indeed the most appropriate card of advice for the day. Do things with dedication and purpose and the hard work will pay off. I allowed the time for the experience to take place instead of rushing off to the next thing. I procrastinated, indeed, but in the most rewarding way.

Love and light!

Yulia

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Back to connection

Even at the best of times, when I think I’m most connected to my higher self and my consciousness, I get lost. I lose my way all the time, multiple times a day.. sometimes I become aware of it, sometimes I don’t and continue operating under the understanding that I’m connected. I still think I understand what’s going on, that I’m in control and I’m aware, that I’m doing everything in the highest good. Until I have that one wake up call, that I really haven’t been paying attention, thta I am walking around, more like stumbling, with my eyes closed and not interacting with daily life. That I’ve become closed off and unperceptive, that I’ve shut down. However, my mind is so great at masking this from me that I slip in unconsciousness completely unaware that I’m not longer lucid. It’s like losing track of yourself in the lucid dream, somehow you unnoticeably become part of the dream and no longer in charge of it. Life is like a dream, it’s pliable and willing if you are lucid, and it’s dense and muddy when you are not.

Last night’s tarot reading and today’s meditation brought me back to lucidity. My reading was extremely powerful and jolting to opening my eyes again, and taking a deep breath. My Judgement call came. This is it. This is my last opportunity, next time I slip away for a long time, I won’t come out. The calling energy is here, you either get on board or you don’t. This is the last opportunity. I must do all possible to stay lucid, to stay aware. So focus becomes on how to stay lucid, how to stay conscious and aware of my life. Staying grounded and staying connected, while still having to participate in daily activities of unconscious mind- as they still must be managed. Self care, in the most simplest form- early up, exercise, conscious presence in all decision, slow down, take time to be grounded, to meditate. When tarot cards start popping up and I’m looking at them with “big blank eyes” – I have no clue what you are saying to me- I’m not 5 of cups, or I’m not 4 of cups, or 7 of wands, or even 3 of swords- this is the biggest clue that yes, you are. You have slipped off, you are unconscious and the cards are mirroring it back to you. Denial will get you in trouble, you will further slip away. There is a part of you that must recognize the situation for what it truly is- looking at things you don’t want to look at, becoming interactive with all aspects of your life. Are you going from day to day “waiting for Friday” so you can do nothing productive, so you can “relax”, so you can “please” yourself with Netflix and ice cream. or will you do something worthwhile- like take the time to meditate, take the time to write and reflect. Keep up on the consciousness, checking back with yourself about being awake, getting feedback from yourself- sending yourself signals and responding to them- are both parts of your brain participating, are you aware, are you conscious. When you don’t want to do that- that’s one part taking over the other- your mind is allowing you to fall asleep and has deployed it’s tricks. “Ah, I’ll meditate tomorrow. Or, ergh, I don’t want to balance my bank account today, I’ll worry about it Monday”. This right there- should be your wake up call. This should click in your mind and turn on the defense questions: Wait. Why am I procrastinating again? Am I fully conscious?

Self pity is a slippery slope of the unconscious. Its a quick slide, it’s a quick ride to the bottom of fully unconscious. The victim mentality. “But I’ve worked so hard, I’ve cleaned the whole house today, I’ve taken care of everyone else today, I need downtime. I need to just “veg” on the couch and chill. There is nothing wrong with watching one movie before bed.” I’m at a point where this exactly gets me in trouble. One night turns into the next, and next and next… and after that I’m out like a light. No longer aware, slipped into “victim mentality” of I’m so tired, I’m so exhausted, life is hard, I don’t want to do this anymore, I wasn’t meant to just clean the house, feed my family and pay bills. I’m a spiritual being, I need time for me to read my cards… This is my slippery slope! It’s so eerily similar to the reality that I’m a spiritual being, that I’m more than a housewife and business owner. But the approach to this must be different! Looking at this resentfully, looking at this annoyed and ungrateful (looking at the murky sun from the bottom of the lake, through the water)- doesn’t paint a good picture. But reversing the role, by giving myself time to be conscious, to be up at 4am- not because it’s the right things to do, but because it feels good to be up with Earth and Sun, on their cycles, is empowering. It’s uplifting. I’m taking the time to remember my place in Universe, to take life by the horns and take charge of my consciousness.

My theme card was Chariot. Taking charge, taking control, being willful, being powerful and aware, lucid, the driver- the direction giver, the navigator of consciousness. Taking charge of the situation, rather being unconsciously drag by the situation whichever way it takes you.

My issue is unplugging from life and being irresponsible with my finances. Instead of allowing money to run my life, I need to make the money work for me. Making wise choices, making wise purchases- not cheap, not save a penny here or there- but in general being more conscious of what bills I actually have, how much interest is going somewhere, what useless crap do I tend to buy (aka coffee and take out). Its not about spending $10 for a dance class, it’s about the bigger picture- am I in control of my finances. Does the money serve me? or do I serve it? Its easier to roll over and let it take over. But its worth it to get on it, and ride it.

I struggle remembering how to best connect with my consciousness. I begin to substitute my spirituality with watching Gaia TV, or listening to other’s spiritual wisdom. It will not replace me experiencing it. I can’t experience their wisdom, because it’s not mine. It may make a lot of sense. But the best way is to do it. TO take the time to meditate. To take the time to write and reflect. Not for Ego’s sake (oh I’m so wise.. I have so much knowledge), but for myself, I’m not out to teach anyone anything, but to live my life the best way I know how. My ego needs to settle down. I’m aware of when it starts to get cocky, so that’s a plus. I get too worried about what others will think of my musings, rather than just doing this for myself. I try to make things too official- Let go of the concept that I have to fit it in any sort of a box, it is what it is. Any beginning is a beginning, it doesn’t need to be a perfect one. It doesn’t need to be beautiful and decorated. This is my story and I choose to write it however it serves me best.

My cards showed me the importance of not being lost in Ego land, the land of instant gratification, the wishful thinking, how important to just recognize that all prior mistakes are just water under the bridge, and I must move on. 7 of cups and 5 of cups reversed – their message is to stop dreaming, stop pouting, but pick up the full cups and move on. Cross that bridge, make that commitment and keep walking. Quit coming back to mourn your 5 cups. Live in the present moment. Let it be your departure point into the future, rather than living the past moment, allowing it to define your future.

What do I have to do to stay conscious?

Be on the look out for victim mentality. It’s not enough to just recognize that I’m thinking that way again. It’s necessary to remember that I can’t live in “tomorrow I’ll do better”. The saying “Now is the only time” must be felt and embodied. That means right now, right here I make the choice to be conscious. I’m aware of my actions, I’m aware of the bigger picture of why I’m doing the things I’m doing. I’m aware that I’m not a victim, that I’m doing this for myself, to better myself. By reminding myself that now is my time, I’m pushing myself towards my life path, towards the light. Take the time to remember that each day is the “Now” what I do “now” determines my future path. It is not about “oh I messed up, this will screw me up, I’m so bad..blah blah blah”. It’s about recognizing when you are no longer conscious, and gently lovingly push yourself back to the light, but reminding yourself “Now is that moment”.

When I hear the “mental fog” and things that I think I remember what they mean, but don’t quite “feel” them- let that be an alert. a wake up call. Let that be the perfect time to remember that “now is that moment” to go meditate, to connect with my own consciousness. Love yourself enough to wake yourself up.

Hermit is not about being left alone, or being able to relax, or being able to get away from it all. It’s about taking the time to plug in to your own consciousness, to access where on your path you are. Are you lucid? Are you straying? Hermit is the loving and gentle reminder that you need a re connection with meditation of being “present”. Not a spirit guide, or a lucid dream, or astral projection.. but “NOW” moment. Being aware of your body, being aware of your soul in your mind, being aware of the spiritual being that resides in your body and in your mind. Allow that spiritual being show you the way, light your path and direct you to the higher good. Follow it’s call, this is your judgement. Go with that energy.

Love and light!

Yulia

Tarot: When you shift energies

 

My tarot cards have recently taken over a great chunk of my free time, and I’m loving every minute of it.

I got enough courage again to read for strangers, and it’s been truly rewarding. I’m finding myself as I help others find themselves. What can be more soul nourishing? That’s about it for me. To be the voice of kindness, to be voice of guidance, to be the voice of encouragement, to be the voice of caution, to be the voice of enthusiasm for someone. It’s a gift to be able to give from your heart and from your soul. A message that comes from a stranger, in the words that you needed to hear, in the words that you needed most right now. Those words, because they come from a complete stranger, who somehow is able to see you so transparently and the energy happening around you, are a message of the universe. Your doubts are cleared, you find the courage to believe in yourself, you find a way to the path that you lost a while ago. I am at my greatest joy typing those messages to people, knowing that what I see will make a difference in their lives.

So for months now, I have been stalked by one particular court card, that has announced itself to me as “me” at my highest potential. The card would show up at readings nagging me about things I have been putting off, about my attitude or behavior, or any sort of action or inaction I have done, that didn’t put me at my highest potential. As a disclaimer, I have to say that I completely deserved every nagging reminder and every dirty look the card gave me, as it gathered it’s gang of supporting cards around itself. She has been so good to me, in the most annoying way.

I have changed things in the last few weeks, I live differently, I behave differently, I practice patience a lot more, I make time for things that matter and let go of things that don’t. It’s been a magical difference in the way I feel and the way I see life. It’s made my connection with Tarot much stronger and more important. Two nights ago (or about that) I had a dream where I literally FELT and understood that the nagging court card has left me as “me”. It was no longer my energy, I was no longer its essence. Instead, I was given a new card, a new Signifier. It was quite the upgrade in energy. That energy feels so beautiful, soft, silky and luxurious. Then it dawned on me, how differently I felt and it only made sense that my “old skin” was shed off, and I embraced a new one.

A change of signifier in readings was not something I really thought I’d get to experience, because I never thought that it existed. I didn’t even really use a signifier much in my readings, I just became aware that the particular Court Card was me through its behavior and I’ve used it as my signifier because of that. But then to experience that dramatic shift in energy and realize that the old signifier no longer feels right, and that the dream in fact was true, I did get an “upgrade”. That made my heart melt with joy.

A relationship with your cards is truly something special and indescribable. The cards laugh, joke, annoy and get annoyed, stress, deploy sarcasm, show compassion and call you out on your bull shit. They penetrate your dreams, they become another language you speak and understand, they become a different way of understanding the world around you. They allow you to see and feel energies, they allow you to peer deeper than you ever have before. They carry and share an immense amount of wisdom and welcome you to be its guest, provided you have set good intentions. Lying to the cards is absolutely pointless. They are always right. I, as a reader, can be wrong, but never them.  The amount of attitude and personality in each deck is so unique. It’s been long believed that no deck communicates a like and each is its own special personality. I believe that to be very true. The amount of sass a deck is able to give only compares to a 3 year old in Mickey Mouse pajamas. I’m grateful for my relationship with tarot.

On that note, I’m off to bond further with my new Signifier in an Imbolc reading (a day late) with a cup of chamomile tea.

Love and light to all!

Chistmas spirit and how to be Santa

Our world lacks kindness at this time in our great spiral of life. We dance the eternal dance, the constant change and shift of galactic forces, that have an effect on our existence. The great constellations are shifting,we have began our process of change. Welcome this time with kindness for each other, love and support for your neighbohrs. Be kind to someone for no reason,but just because they are another human being. Do something special, maybe not a material thing, but even a kind, loving message for a stranger. Leave a note on someone’s car that “this is your year, believe in yourself!”. “You can do it” or something else kind an inspiring. If you found random cheerful note or your version of a fortune cookie fortune, what does it say that it cheers you up? I was recently on the receving end of a random act of kindness, and it was so wonderful.

Get a $5-10 gift card, and make someone’s day and leave it in a public place,like a coffee shop or grocery store. Think how good you just made someone feel. Maybe it’s a cup of coffee card or a store like bath and body Works or a local sandwhichshop… add a note, merry Christmas you! Yes,you! Share the gift of kindness and do something sweet and thoughtful for a complete stranger. Spread laughter and cheer. We really need to be our own Santa’s this year.

Be kind.

Be thoughtful.

Give an extra smile.

Say thanks an extra time.

Don’t be a stingy scrooge. You don’t have to have money to be scrooge.

The spirit of being more loving, more kind, more thoughtful is upon us. We need to go through this great transition with love and compassion in our hearts.

So do something small, be a positive influence on just one random person  this year.

I’m going to. I will be my local santa, I can’t wait to make some random kind cards!

Tarot: Presidential prediction

Let me make this very clear, I have ZERO political agenda, and do not voice MY opinion here, I am simply reading the cards.

I decided to do a tarot card reading on Who is going to win the Presidential election

This is what the cards told me on 10/21/16

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I asked the cards to tell me who the winner will be, via Man=Trump; Woman= Clinton, Reversed=Rigged*

I say, Rigged*, but to me that almost implies some sort of a challenge encountered along the way, and the word “rigged” just summarizes it the best. Sabotaged? Challenged?  Perhaps something having to do with an FBI investigation, or a court hearing, or an accusation of some kind.. you get my drift I hope.

First I’d like to say that during my shuffle, the cards performed a landslide escape from my hands. I took that to note that it meant a landslide victory. The cards here are showing 7 of Pentacles with a man in the picture, so therefore this card represents Trump. The Star card depicts a woman, therefore Clinton. This card is also reversed indicating a “rigged” situation somehow. The 5 of Wands is a card of conflict.. So overall what I received from this reading was that Trump wins the election in a landslide, as Hillary is surrounded in a challenged/compromised situation, which she subsequently challenges and thus, disputes the results of the election.

Now, let me explain that Tarot does not predict the future, as in “forever, inevitable future”. This was simply a “snap shot” of the most likely future outcome to the question during the time that I drew the cards on 10/21.

I have decided to do a follow up reading today 11/4- asking for the same scenario- of Woman=Clinton, Man=Trump, Reversed=Rigged*.

So here are today’s cards:

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Here I’m seeing that (Temperance) Clinton is being so compromised that she walks away/or she is being forced to walk away from the nomination (8 of cups); leaving Trump (Page of Cups) the winner yet again. Or that she is putting pressure on Trump to walk away. And he refused: the cup with a fish in it and the smug look on the Page’s face totally give me the feel of “no freaking way, I’m embracing it”. Would anyone care for a reading on the dynamics between Clinton and Trump? lol

Also, Page energy is all about young and inexperienced, which describes Trump in his novice undertaking of politics.  Also, I’d like to note that the 2 Minor Arcana cards are Cups – which is a suit of emotion. Temperance is also handling cups- so emotions are extremely high. This comes through very strongly as all 3 cards in a 3 card reading show cups.  Temperance is a Major Arcana card, and  in its simplest summary implies “balance, or knowledge when the push forward or to step back”. So as additional commentary on this reading I’d like to add that this is a highly emotional time for both candidates, and there is huge pressure on Clinton to step back.

Overall, I find it extremely fascinating 🙂 Again, no political agenda from me, just a simple tarot reading for fun.

#tarot #presidentialprediction #whowins

Making decisions from the heart. Say no to boring.

I was thinking today how many people live their lives making “safe and smart” decisions because they have been taught their whole lives to play it safe. That they can never truly let go and enjoy something. For example, if you really want an orange car but the white one will have a better resale value, you are taught and pressured to make the smart choice and go with the white car. Ok, great, you saved yourself $300- $500 sometime in the future. How does this serve you now? Are you going to experience joy when you look at your new car? Or will you have regret and quietly think and wish it was orange? 

Or paint your house walls red? The reasonable boring adult will tell you that red is a bad choice because it will be difficult to repaint to white again. It’s true. But. In the mean time you are planning to live here so you deserve to have whichever color walls make you happy. You will deal with the repainting later because it’s really not that big of a deal, and having a homey and happy place to live is worth that future “sacrifice”. 

Which serves you most in the now? We as society are programmed to think and care for the future to a degree that it’s robbing us of a joyful present. There is a balance to be found, because giving into every whim isn’t reasonable either, but I get the impression that our scales are far tipped into another direction. You can’t go on living your life playing it safe and wise the whole time. Make that choice, go with your heart, experience joy from your decision and let go of social/family pressure to make the “adult” decision. Adult does not have to equal boring or plain. But clearly, the definition of adult somehow seems to imply those words as well. 

So go with your heart, allow yourself to be happy, and live in the moment while still being aware of your decisions affecting the future. This balance isn’t that difficult to find. 

How?

What would our world be like? If each one of actually cared for others? We say we do, we sympathize, we get sad, we quietly wish the other person well, sometimes we just look the other way, some of us somehow are able to laugh at misfortune of others.

What would it be like, if one day, you were walking down the street, saw a homeless person asking for money, and stopped. Because this is a person. Because he has a story. Because one day, long time ago, they were an innocent child. Someone along the way failed this child by not teaching them what it means to be a good person, didnt teach him how to care. This child was born knowing all of this, but diacouraged along the way of such behavior by sheer example of excat opposite.

What would it be like just to sit down next to the homeless person and ask “Hey bud, what happened in your life that led you right here? What was that turning point? What can I do to help you? I am a human being who sees another human suffering. I can not let it be okay that I just ignore that. I want to see you do well.” Yet, here I am, a hippocrate of a human being… or… wait, am I? I guess i am not. I dont sit next to homeless people, i dont help the more needy, those who lack it all. I help those who lost only something special, or feel they are getting lost, or recently got lost and dont know it. Hmmmm sorry, i digress here, but i geniunly thought i was not a good human being, and then it dawned on me that its okay to not be able help the most needy, I can still be a good person.

Unexpected side turn and discovery of my own realization. But, our world would be bright with happiness for each other, we would literally transform our way of existence. A tarot sequence jumps to my mind…tower and star. Here we are, at a dark time in history of humanity. Granted we dont think that we are. I think in our life time, its easy to be not caring because so much work is done through impersonal phone, email, text…not personal intereaction. A huge change, a shift, in thinking, being, existing, enjoying life is upon us. Right now? Boy, do I feel it, so immensly, so pressing, just just just about to burst. A beautiful beginning is near. But what happens right before a beautiful beginning? An end. Tower card. It can either be a dramatic shift, with a lot of unrest because it happened prematurely, not enough people were ready. Or can be a swift, smooth transition because you just understand this is the new way of how things will be. So you become the change. Right now. Allow your light to shine so bright that it catches in others. It is your duty. Lightworkers? This is a beautiful term. You light the way. You embody that change. You become so filled with love and light for life and existence and all others that exists. That others cant just help, but smile, that will be a smile with the new light, radiant, capable of shining bright enough to ignite the fire in others…and just keep it going. We are at the final push. This must happen right now, shine, shine, shine baby! Find reasons to laugh, to smile, to ne greatful, yo be appreciative, no matter the bad. Feel the glow of life sparkling deep down as you allow yourself to truly enjoy that emotion. Nothing is quite as powerful.

Lightworkers, this is coming out as a message, now is your time to be the change that you want to see. Whether one sees this or many. You alone, you make a difference. That means tomorrow morning, you start being nicer. You make the resolve to not be pissed if someone cuts you off in traffic, or tailgates a little too close. You understand that they are just another human being, who is so lost and confused in this rat race of a life, that they cant think of anyone but themselves. And instead of just judging it, or getting mad, labeling them an asshole, stupid idiot who cant drive, or any other creative name, you just forgive them and wish they will find a moment to lift their nose from the grindstone and understand what they are doing to themselves. Tomorrow morning, you genuinely wish your coffee barista a great day because there is not a reason in the world it shouldnt be. Tomorrow morning, you smile at the checkstand clerk or gas attendant and thank them sincerely. Because everyone feels honesty, and when someone is honestly noticed they feel their soul flutter and wake up just a little more.

 

 

Well..that was unexpected. I just kept typing because the words just kept droping in to my head. I was pondering on one subject and then it turned into a conversation in my head, and then a monologue that wasnt mine. That was pretty cool. I felt the whole message, its urgency and its force, its need tobe delivered and heard.

So…that means… transition is here, put your best foot forward and be the change right now, because the time has come. (Again…not me)

 

Oki doki then. I think i am going to think about this.